Fog of reality
A dark cloud of nothingness covers my world.
I wish I could see things differently like most people.
No glass, mist, cloud or a deep fog covering reality.
No echoes of voices ringing in my ears telling me how unworthy I am of everything good in my life.
No constant self-loathing and self-doubt about each and every decision I make in my life.
No more guilt about past decisions or mistakes.
No more fear of the inevitable pain knowing that everyone I care about and love will die before me.
Vanessa Sadri © 2022