Alan Dunnett


from the Civil War sequence


Return to Violence


Time passes.  Kimble takes control of the east while the narrator is left with

the west where, 2 years later, things flare up again.


I had to send this message, Kimble, though

you bear the scars.  They say your crops are good.

Here, the water has run out.  We all die


daily.  When I scratch myself on the dry

lips of my wife before I go to work,

I realise it will never end.  Guns.


They speak of guns just like the time before.

If you do not fight, you are not a man,

they say, and you cannot fight bare-handed.


The people trust me.  If I went alone

Into darkness with fire, they’d follow.

Then I must show no fear and be sure


of my beliefs although he’s tried to change

my mind ever since the whole thing started.

Don’t judge me harshly, Marie, when I leave


you and the children to do violence.

You say I should never have prayed.  A lie

is what you call my prayer since I prayed


for peace.  I will understand you in time.

Right now, I am going in hard.  The jaws

of a mad thing are agape and drooling.


I am going in, deeper than ever,

Kimble.   God is good.  Allow me that.  God

is on the side of the believer.  I,


like him, with his unreasonable eyes, sad

and brutal and non-negotiating,

will kill him all ways again and again.



Alan Dunnett © 2010